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Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus

From my journal, Sunday, February 14, 2010

A third day in a row we are wakened to the sound of the faithful in song outside our jail. This morning in the midst of the Creole language comes the familiar tune of a song I have sung many times over. Then as clear as a Sunday morning worship service in my native language is the entire song, sung as though being preached to me…

O soul, are you weary and troubled?
No light in the darkness you see?
There’s light for a look at the Savior,
And life more abundant and free!
Through death into life everlasting
He passed, and we follow Him there;
O’er us sin no more hath dominion—
For more than conqu’rors we are!
His Word shall not fail you—He promised;
Believe Him, and all will be well:
Then go to a world that is dying,
His perfect salvation to tell!
Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.
Renee continues to take up a healthy space on my thinking today. I’m thankful to You, Lord, to have heard that David has been able to be home some of this time and Renee’s dad. Renee is stronger than I am, yet I’m thankful for those who have been at her side.
     As the day moved slower than all the rest, it became apparent around 2PM that we would not have enough food or water to supply the need for the day. We had only eaten minimally for breakfast and all had drank the last of their water, except two bottles still in the women’s cell. We knew we would receive the one required meal now coming in every day from the mandate of the Geneva Convention rules.
     We prayed about the need. At around 2:30PM our lawyer showed up with two large bottles of water and two pizzas. Within 10 minutes of his leaving our daily supply of rice and chicken showed up.
     Our prayer of thanks for our food was sweet. The supply of food fed not only us but about four other inmates as well who do not get regular visits from family. This provision reminds me of a caring God who is engaged in every part of my life and the life of all people.
     We heard from our lawyer today that news about Jorge is causing trouble for Laura. He expects our release on Wednesday or Thursday but not sure about Laura and maybe even Charisa.
     This evening we spend time in praise again and then the routine dialog as we prepare to go to bed is rich. We talk about many things; favorite foods, jobs, family, but I enjoy the talk about Scripture the most.
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This picture is a picture of some of the song sheets we had to sing with. I call it our Haiti Jail Hymnbook. There were several days that the women had access to the internet while in jail. Some of them had their mobile phones and a laptop computer with internet access in the cell with them.  Until the guards discovered this we primarily used this to look up the words to songs of our faith. We would all decide we wanted to sing a song and so they would look it up; Nikki would then write the song on paper, then pass it through the thin space at the door between our cells, and then we had the words to all of the verses.

Visit Them In Their Distress

“Pure and undefiled religion in the sight of our God and Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their distress, and to keep oneself unstained by the world.” (James 1:27, NASB)

After six years, I still revisit this prayer I prayed on January 14, 2010. I take a moment to examine my heart each year on what took place. I’m sure I miss things in Scripture when I read it, especially Scripture that is familiar. Little did I know then that obeying the word of God to “visit [them] in their distress” would influence my life like this and prepare me to better understand what it would require to keep oneself “unstained by the world” as the slander would soon begin to fly.

My journal entry on January 14, 2010 was short – but the impact of the days to follow would unknowingly shape how I read and preach the living word of God today.

Date: Early morning: January 14, 2010

Prayer: God, disaster like this raises many questions; how do I answer the questions and how do I handle this growing concern [I have] for the orphans?

Better to Love God

I was recently in Haiti to visit the New Horizon Home of Eastside Baptist Church. While there we made plans to take the girls (all 43 of them) to a Baptist church in the community where we have moved. I visited the church on a previous visit and met the pastor but this was the first visit with the girls.

I already knew I was in a special place because on the front wall, behind the preacher, was this statement from 2 Timothy 3:1-5

IMG_20150712_103805 (1)But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good, treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God, holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; Avoid such men as these.

I was very pleased to discover the girls have a very good church in their neighborhood that will boldly preach the bible. It will seem strange to many, that in a place like Haiti, there is a great mixture of a worldly message of prosperity attached to the preaching of the Bible. It is tragic that what is considered “successful” in an American church is imitated by anyone wanting to be rich rather than obedient.

As we walked into the church house we expected that we may have a hard time finding a place for all 43 of the girls and 9 Americans to sit together. After finding no place on the main floor we made our way to the balcony, there we were able to get all the girls together.

My dear brother, Alex, sat next to me and translated the sermon for me. The sermon on July 12 was from a visiting preacher and his text was Acts 28:1-5. I only have short bits of the sermon written down, but very convicting and encouraging that the church our girls will attend will preach the bible. This is a top priority for me.

Title: A Bite but A Blessing

  • Some come preaching: ‘come to God and be blessed’, but at this church we preach, ‘come to God and suffer.’
  • Paul did not think when he was in jail that something bad had happened to him.
  • When he was shipwrecked on the island of Malta he did not think that God had abandoned him because of the hardship.
  • When he was bit by a snake while getting wood for the fire, he did not assume he was being punished by God.
  • Paul was in the work of God; if you want to serve God you must be prepared to suffer.
  • There are two things we learn from Acts 28:1-5
    • Better to love and obey God than to just be busy in the work of God
    • First love and obey God – then – take pleasure in the work of God. If this is not understood you will think that you deserve blessings from God because you are busy in the work of God and deserve prosperity.
    • If you do not first love and obey God you will not be prepared to suffer.
    • It is better to love God and obey Him than to love the work of God without loving Him.
  • When Paul was in jail, he continued the work of God because he loved God and loved being with God
  • When you come to church, come to church to be with God and give glory to God because you love him.
    • If anyone wants to follow Christ he must pick up His cross (and suffer)
    • When you come to follow Christ, expect that you will face hard times.
  • When you are in a hard situation;
    • ask, is this the discipline of God?
    • ask, is this the result of following God?
  • If all things are going good you may want to ask God if everything is alright.
  • If all things are difficult, and you a sure it is not the discipline of God, you will want to bless the Lord for your suffering. He has asked of you to display his glory in your humility.

Acts 28:1-6 (NASB)
When they had been brought safely through, then we found out that the island was called Malta. The natives showed us extraordinary kindness; for because of the rain that had set in and because of the cold, they kindled a fire and received us all. But when Paul had gathered a bundle of sticks and laid them on the fire, a viper came out because of the heat and fastened itself on his hand.  When the natives saw the creature hanging from his hand, they began saying to one another, “Undoubtedly this man is a murderer, and though he has been saved from the sea, justice has not allowed him to live.” However he shook the creature off into the fire and suffered no harm. But they were expecting that he was about to swell up or suddenly fall down dead. But after they had waited a long time and had seen nothing unusual happen to him, they changed their minds and began to say that he was a god.

This would be a good sermon for all.

 

 

An Open Letter to Everyone Who Gave to New Horizon Home Last Year

Dear generous friends,

I have just returned from a visit at New Horizon Home in Port-au-Prince, Haiti and I wanted to express appreciation to each of you who are so kind to give toward the ministry of Eastside Baptist Church and one of her international ministry outposts.

Your one time or ongoing contributions are carefully distributed and gratefully appreciated by Eastside Baptist Church and 33 girls at New Horizon Home in Port-au-Prince, Haiti.

You have been kind to give, you have been quick to respond, you are partners in an eternal weight of gospel work among these beautiful girls. For this I say “thank you.”

Enjoy some pictures of the new home, the faithful workers and the life-long impact you are making on these 33 girls. Thank you and may the Lord be blessed as you respond to his call upon your life.

For the Glory to God Alone!

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Ready for school
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On the way to the medical clinic for check ups
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lunch time
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Friends
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New Horizon Home Staff
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Getting ready for morning devotions
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An afternoon snack
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braid crafts
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Alex and three sons
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New mosquito netting on bedroom windows
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New Horizon Home: 33 girls, 3 boys, 5 workers, and 7 recent visitors
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Recent ministry team with Alex and wife Johanne

 

An Open Letter to the Utah/Idaho Southern Baptist Convention

Dear Utah/Idaho Southern Baptist Convention,

I have recently traveled overseas with Phillip Grant to the city of Port-au-Prince, Haiti. I want to take a short moment of your time to express appreciation for the partnered work of Phillip on this trip and potential upcoming ministry/mission trips in the future with college students from the Utah/Idaho region.

I found Phillip willing to do all that was asked of him along the journey. He was helpful with transportation details and willing to help in any task asked of him. Not only was Phillip willing, as important as that is, Phillip was able and prepared to help.

As with any ministry/mission trip, schedules and plans change within moments. Phillip was able to endure the need for flexibility and always ready to give reason for the hope he has in Christ Jesus. He was able to articulate the gospel to children and adults with clarity, while speaking through the aid of a translator.

I’m thankful to express my appreciation to you for this partnered minister of the gospel to college students in the Utah/Idaho region. I thank the Lord for any future assistance Eastside will need from Phillip both local and abroad.

(Also, I express appreciation to Jason McNair for helping with transportation logistics at SLC International Airport, and pastor Gail Graves and the Lord’s people at Trinity Baptist in Boise, Idaho for the use of your van.)

For the glory of God, thank you Utah/Idaho Southern Baptists.

(Following are some pictures you may enjoy.)

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Because they are Necessary, Use Words

This past week I’ve been back at New Horizon Home with our 33 girls. By the grace of God, I traveled with 7 other people from Twin Falls, and Boise, Idaho and Amarillo, Texas.

Jesus warns that once a follower puts his hand to the plow he must keep his eyes on the prize, not looking back with regret or doubt (“No one, after putting his hand to the plow and looking back, is fit for the kingdom of God.” Luke 9:62). Oh that God would find us fit for harvest work.

In addition to taking supplies to teach the girls to knit and weave, clothing, school supplies, medical supplies and nutritional items; we both took printed word (New Testament in Haitian Creole)  and spoke of the Gospel multiple times a day.

Following are a few pictures of the sojourners using words to speak of the glory of God and the necessary proclamation of the Gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ.

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Speaking to the girls on Saturday night during their daily evening devotion.
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Sporting a new look. 
Phillip, this is gonna be good!
this is gonna be good!
Never missing a moment.
Never missing a moment.

 

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On the ride to the medical clinic
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Our very own bearded gospel man. Always ready to give an answer for the joy given.

 

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Smiling from start to finish
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Able and willing to speak of her joy in Jesus at any moment

 

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Published and skilled knitter by day…
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gospel herald always…

 

telling of the glory of God
telling of the glory of God
giving comfort and care
giving comfort and care

The LORD Raised Up Judges

“One measure of a good judge may be how many decisions has he authored with which he did not personally agree … that despite the fact that he might have preferred a different law, as a judge he follows the law as enacted and faithfully executes it… and can there be any doubt that Caleb will be such a judge?” (Judge Eric Melgren speaking of newly appointed justice to the Kansas Supreme Court, Justice Caleb Stegall.)

The first time I heard the name “Caleb Stegall” was while in a foreign country in need of someone to take up my defense. His name was on a small piece of paper that Nikki Lankford (now Nikki Black) passed from the women’s cell into the general population of the Haitian jail we were in waiting for news on our release. It was a message from Renee that stated a man named Caleb Stegall was now helping us and that he was a godly man.

The name, Caleb Stegall, had no personal meaning to me at the time. His name was initially just a name of another lawyer.

Today, when I read or hear of Caleb Stegall, I am immediately interested. In an unselfish, potentially career risky move, communication reached my brother-in-law’s wife, Marta, that Caleb Stegall was willing to help our family.

19242_1258014610572_1235820474_30737913_3493460_nAt the time, nearly five years ago, Caleb was a well respected lawyer in Topeka, Kansas.

I first met Caleb Stegall in the Kansas City International Airport, moments before he would first talk to the media about our return from Port-au-Prince, Haiti.

Last week, Caleb Stegall was sworn in as Justice Caleb Stegall to the Kansas Supreme Court.

For the glory of God, may the LORD raise up judges across the land like Justice Caleb Stegall.

 

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